The Way, The Art & The Beauty…

As I refer to my friend’s blog, the demotivation atmosphere that is clearly and evidently increasing in the office has really put me into this state as I mentioned to the ‘big boss’ last week as the first time I had felt such a way in the 2 years and a few months since I joined the company. Is it my perseverance or am I plain dumb? both would be the answer. I recently received a news that further saddens me, yet happy in another way. I long for the day someone or some ppl knock some common sense into the heads of the ppl sitting up there. I have so many reasons to quit my job now, but why am i still there??? The answer is my Colleagues and clients. But if things are not improved and the situation worsens, not even they can stop the inevitable. I sound so important huh! haha. I got a few comments from my friends to get lost and go look for something that pays higher. But friendship is stronger than money to me. It is not that I dun make any money nor do i struggle to live, in fact, money is currently not a burden.

Perhaps one reason I still am here is because of what I believe in. Everyone has their own beliefs and principles. So do I, and what we work for is very much aligned to my principles, but if the ppl who manage the company preaches these principles but does the exact opposite, there’s nothing more I can say.

Having this devilish thoughts in me, I am so eager to see them get into shit, more shit, and shit that piles high and deep!!! I wonder how, I wonder when, I wonder why…

Let’s just see what happens………

Meanwhile, life sucks cause I need a holiday. hahaha! That hope seems to be coming true. Plannin a short getaway to the highlands of Uncle Lim, not for fun on the themepark but rather, enjoying the cool breeze, sipping the hot and tensed aroma of coffee while having a chat with my darling & friends, Just plain Relaxation…

Coming back to work after that and forseeing more trouble to come is on a very very high percentage of happening. Though that is my perception even now, let’s just see what happens…